Behold... the Arctopus w/ Krallice, Dead Child, Animal, Maw @ Silent Barn
A Night of Old-School Pizza and Black Metal
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by Derek Bushmiller
I stood eying the small tan caps, roughly the size of a quarter, and the off white stems, sitting in the palm of my hand. I vaguely remembered hearing something about how psychedelic mushrooms grew in cow shit, but put it out of my mind. Best not to dwell on it as I was already rather disgusted at the thought of having to put the dirty little pile of fungus in my mouth. I had eaten mushrooms on two prior occasions, but both times they had been baked into chocolates, and had been rather weak. This batch we were assured were extremely potent, and I was hesitant not only about actually eating the fungus itself, but about the trip that was to follow.
I glanced over to see if my two companions were as hesitant about the process as I was. My friend Wade seemed to share the same reservations as I, staring at his pile like a child preparing to wade into a swimming pool, timidly dipping a toe or two in to check the temperature before committing to anything rash. Fred, on the other hand, apparently ascribed to the philosophy of diving in headfirst, as he was already chomping away at a mouthful, gathering the last remaining bits from the bottom of his bag. Wade and I exchanged glances and popped a handful into our mouths, following Fred to wherever it was we would be going.
Not wanting to sit around idly, nervously anticipating the imminent trip ahead, we headed down the hall to the resident stoner lounge on our floor. We settled in with a handful of our baked companions who were lounging around, smoking a bowl and, fittingly enough, preparing to watch the movie Dazed and Confused. About half an hour into the movie I noticed that I had gotten a bit chilly and that my palms were clammy and perspiring. I wondered for a split second if the mushrooms were kicking in, but I suddenly had my answer. ‘Ohhhh fuck,’ I thought to myself as I was propelled headlong down the rabbit hole in a matter of seconds, my once familiar surroundings becoming strange and alien, my mind working a mile a minute in an attempt to sort things out.
The wave of anxious energy soon crested into a giggling euphoria, as I looked in amazement around the room I had sat in a million times, but had somehow failed to realize its overwhelming beauty. I was fascinated by the glow of the bright box in the corner that seemed to hold everyone’s attention, shimmering in the dark room, displaying the most vividly brilliant colors I had ever seen. Suddenly the colors began to swirl and the surface that separated us from the world inside the box took on the consistency of water, pulsing and flowing. There were people on the other side of that bright little window. Smoking pot. Drinking beers. It sounds like they’re planning quite the party at the moontower. Struck by the similarity between the box people and our selves I’m suddenly faced with a Sartrian conundrum—no, no, I mean sartorial conundrum. Which side of the box is real? Inside or out? It was quite conceivable that the people inside the box were real and we were not. Perhaps they too were sitting around a similar box, observing our absurdly trivial existence, ascribing meanings to the arbitrary situations in which we found ourselves that were relative to their own consciousness.
Bordering precariously on the edge of losing it I decided it would be best to retire to my room to collect myself. I eloquently stated my intention to take leave of my friends for a moment of quiet reflection, “I gotta go. I’m fucking freaking out, dude!” And took my leave…
Safely back in my bedroom I stumbled upon the most amazing discovery. I could, at will, change it from light to dark merely through the manipulation of a magic lever that sat above my bed. I alone could decide whether it was day or night. Ecstatic at my newfound control of nature I began jumping on my bed, giggling furiously as I tested out my new powers.
“Daytime!”
“Nighttime!”
“Daytime!”
“Nighttime!” I shouted as I commanded the sun to do my bidding.
At this point my roommate, who I had earlier informed of my plans, returned to the room, curious as to how my trip was going.
“Drew! Drew! Check this shit out!” I exclaimed, eagerly demonstrating my powers.
“Awesome man. Keep up the good work,” he replied, clearly less enthused at my discovery than I had been. Maybe if he knew how it worked.
“Look, all you have to do is move this thing! Do you want it day or night?” I explained to him, sharing the secret of my powers.
“Its your world, man. I was just seeing how your trip was going. Looks pretty good. I’m out, but enjoy that light switch.”
With my audience gone I soon got bored with my discovery and became distracted by another intense flurry of psilocybin fueled existential deliberations. The uncomfortable feelings of anxiety that had caused my earlier flight from the pot den resurfaced and I crawled under my covers, trying in vain to come down. In the dark room with my eyes closed I became entirely convinced that I was dead. I laid absolutely still, unable to open my eyes, listening to the sounds of sirens on the streets outside. ‘That must be the ambulance coming to get my body,’ I thought to myself rather matter of factly.
Indeed the more I became convinced that I had died the more I became accepting of the fact, and a sudden calm came over me. I began to lose my concept of self, viewing my situation less in terms of dead or alive, but rather in terms of states of consciousness. I was no longer ‘alive’, and yet I still existed somewhere in some fashion. Viewing my situation by way of a sort of cosmic reductionism, convinced that “I”, whoever I was, was all that existed, as some singular entity or idea, floating through eternity, and that everything that I had ‘experienced’ up to this point, everything that I had believed ‘existed’, were nothing but the product of my sole consciousness.
I decided that this black emptiness was reality, and that all that the objects and people I had encountered in “life” were imaginary, nothing more than inventions, born out of a lonely entity unable to cope with being alone in the universe.
Suddenly, I opened my eyes and took stock of my surroundings, realizing where I was, who I was, and that I had been tripping on mushrooms and I was coming back down to baseline. I decided to get up and join the collection of people across the hall, all who peppered me with questions about my experience, which, out of a fear of sounding like some corny New Age philosopher, I mostly replied to with vague assertions of, “It was fucking trippy, man. I thought I died,” and descriptions of color swirls and other minor details.
Casting aside the mushroom induced revelations about existence of the previous hours, I delved wholeheartedly back into a world that may or may not have been just a figment of my imagination.
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by Peter Aleksa
Since their 2003 debut Odd How People Shake, Fear Before the March of Flames has fast become one of the most respected and innovative bands in today’s hardcore scene. And with their highly anticipated third album, The Always Open Mouth, released September 19th on Equal Vision Records, the band is poised to make some serious waves.
Fear Before the March of Flames has really created something unique with The Always Open Mouth, a dense sonic landscape full of haunting piano melodies, anguished screams, singsong vocals, spoken word samples, breakdowns, and ambient noisecore. The band has really broadened their sound on this album, layering a myriad of synthesizer parts, delayed guitars, and multiple vocals to create a dense, rich sound. And unlike some hardcore bands who just hold a few keyboard chords with the default settings on a Korg, the use of keyboards and piano is done astoundingly well on this album, blending perfectly with the host of effect laden guitar parts and driving bass lines, as the whole mixed media collage of sound is punctured perfectly by Brandon’s stabbing drumbeats.
As the band shifts genres at ADD speed, they seamlessly combine elements of a host of diverse musical styles to form something that sounds like many different bands, but like nothing else at the same time. Songs like the crushingly heavy “Drowning the Old Hag” and “A Gift For Fiction” offer a new take on the breakdown-driven sound Fear demonstrated on their last album, Art Damage. While sections of music like the electronic techno babble and catchy hooks of “My (Fucking) Deer Hunter,” which features guest vocals from Anthony Green of Circa Survive, and the odd timed grind and stoned out heavy metal of “A Brief Tutorial in Bachanalia,” similarly give an altogether familiar feel to the album. And yet, paradoxically, it is somehow unsettlingly different, like the way that people and places in dreams become distorted.
Lyrically, the album is a haunting tale, like stepping through the looking glass into a discomforting vision of a future gone terribly wrong. A nightmarish take on who we’ve become and who we are on track to become, the album abounds with themes of repression, apathy, greed, rampant materialism, drug abuse, and the disintegration of the modern family. On “Mouth,” the lyrics anguish about the lack of discourse in modern society, “Anything to numb/ anything to encourage ignorance/ anything to put us to sleep,” and later rant about our coddled existence and generational apathy, “Someone/ anyone/ take off your shirt/ and pacify/ make it easy for us to eat/ easy for us to sleep/ someone/ anyone/ take us out back/ and put us down/ I think we deserve it.”
There is also an excellent usage of unnatural imagery to unnerve the listener, such as in “Dog Sized Bird,” “Have you seen me lately/ I am the dog sized bird on the tracks/ I have an unhealthy handful of options/ and a couple of trains on my back.” The chillingly apocalyptic predictions in “Taking Cassandra to the End of the World Party” further the unsettling tone of the album, “At six miles up you will explode/ I can see it all/ at sea level you will be drowned/ I have seen it all/ beneath the surface the monster will have you/ I can see it all/ but God damned no one will believe me.” Such lyrics echo the dilemma of Plato’s Allegory of the Cave, questioning whether, in a world predicated on certain illusions, being the only person able to see the truth would make you appear insane.
Some of the most insightful lyrics on the album can be found in the track “High As A Horse,” which examines our modern drone like existence, as we dull our senses with pharmaceutical dependencies and mindless television. Commenting on the systematic fleecing of the american public, Adam and Dave sing, “If we give the horses blinders/ they won’t see the approaching ledge/ too much time and effort spent on just another bridge.” And by accusing, “We trust the local doctor/ we trust the medicine/ our child gets a scratch/ we give our child a brand new head/ we eat what’s on our plate/ we drink what’s in our cup/ we like the shiny TV screen/ it spits/ we lap it up... There’s no need to talk/ when we have medicine/ there’s a pill for every fucked up thought/ and a cure for every fucked up child,” they capture perfectly our reliance on modern comforts to supplement unfulfilled existential desires as well as the epidemic of overmedicating American youth.
The high point of the album by far, though, has to be the brilliant two-song tandem of “Complete and Utter Confusion” and “...As A Result Of Signals Being Crossed.” Here, the band’s new blend of ambience and brutality is at its most stunning. In “Complete and Utter Confusion” vocals sweetly soar over a mix of piano, clean guitar, and electronic blips, “There’s a man from the afterlife/ at the door trying to sell us hope,” before brutal screams coming crashing down on the listener with, “Lock the doors/ and close the windows.” The song continues to alternate between sugary, dancey atmospheres and heavy rock, before finally fading out in a sea of feedback. Which, is where the companion track “...As A Result Of Signals Crossed” picks up, continuing the religious and salesman motifs of the previous track, as well as the masterful shift between beautiful instrumental arrangements and calculated brutality.
Throughout the album, the band makes use of repeated imagery and lyrics, such as, “What you see/ and what you believe/ are never going to be the same,” appearing in both “Drowning the Old Hag” and “...As a Result of Signals Being Crossed,” that help tie the album together into one big fucked up portrait. This is furthered by the continuity between the opening track “Absolute Future” and the closing track “Absolute Past,” with their repeated refrains of “Everything will not be made right.” The album artwork, designed by drummer Brandon Proff, features unsettling mashups of portraits of individuals, cityscapes, and productivity charts that embody the thematic elements of modern life encroaching on humanity that is representative of the overall tone of the album.
Pick up The Always Open Mouth now, it’s one of the most unique and rewarding albums in recent memory, and probably the only album you’ll find worth listening to in quite some time. Labels: album, electronica, emo, equal vision, hardcore, indie, music, review, screamo